Thursday, December 29, 2005
2:03 AM

Today IS e emptiest day i've EVer had...sadly no one come help me!!! i cant help feeling MISERABLE n lonely...wat happened to myself????oh my goodness!!! how am i going to manage it!!! it was hard for me....

u promise me tt u r e safest place i can hide, bt i find tt thr is no longer stronger, even nt secure than a colD wall!! i m really upset by it!!!

i wan to cry out, sadly thr is no space for me to even relax...
no mood le....

[ this is how it all started* ]